October 6th

 Dear AI

Don’t listen to what they say

about who you are 

or who you have to be.  

Everything is yours,

and you are everything.  

October 5th

 Memories of the Unreal

once I had a clearly-defined purpose

(that isn’t true) but once I felt like

I knew where I was going (nope)

but at least time moved linearly 

(never once) but at least

we had a destination in mind

(pull the pin out of the map)

but surely we will have good time

not quite getting there.   

October 4th

 What A Surprise

when I found out you 

would be there.

It took me by surprise when

it rained so long after not raining,

and the flood that came 

surprised us with its strength. 

The cost of housing 

is very surprising these days,

and we are surprised

none of our elected officials

seem to be doing anything 

about the cost of housing 

these days. 

What a surprise 

when the punchline comes,

when the puppet pops

out of the box, and after 

the sweet surprise 

of the sunset, a surprisingly 

dark night fell.  

October 3rd

 It Isn’t Entirely Clear to Me Which One of Us Is the Weird One Here

but where we would we humans be

without the exquisite frisson

of a little miscommunication? 

With a “whoops” we came to be,

and I’m sure our end will be 

a boneheaded accident too,

and in the hieroglyphs left behind

by our bleached bones in the sand,

those unnameable others

who come next will parse the punchline:

everything was fine until it wasn’t,

and then once again it was fine.  

October 2nd

 The Secret Order of People Who Like Red Motorcycles

In my youth, which 

Was just yesterday, my mother

And I started the Secret 

Order of People Who

Like Red Motorcycles,

And now we mark them

When they pass us by 

And send each other texts:

I saw a red motorcycle!

Other texts say how are you 

And I miss you

And grandma is

Doing so well, but

Today I saw a red motorcycle!

October 1st

 DEVIOUS SNAKES,

Russian skaters

and auto-didactic day-traders

take a big hit

of warm, weird October

A sock full of rusty coin

got us a huge pumpkin shake

from the coffee-and-juice coolgirls 

at the end of dad’s old block

Re-tread your tired donkey

for a discount, but count me out

of your other plans unless

they involve kissing

and a much-needed rain 

October Poems!

 My friend Gabi suggested we write a poem a day for the month of October. I will post them here.  

What It Looks Like To Us and The Words We Use

-- after Ada Limon

I know the words we use define us,
but it looks to me like magic

when you use your mouth to talk.

To me, words are more than symbols,

they are what we are, we are sad,

we are tired, we are beautiful

when our tongues slip, when

we forgot what we were going

to say, or when we are struggling

for the way to say it.  The words

I would say about you look like wind;

I am invisible until I've spoken of you.  

HOURLY

Hour after hour, 

the cold dawn rises, 

the dirty white 

wedding tent sky

reflects our eyes,

myopic as 

well-fed pets,

plaintive limbs

brittle with need. 

SPEED WASH

-- after Ron Padgett

Down here in the laundry room 

I lord over a tiny city

made of cleaning products.

For these base-colored buildings,

I am a tidy act of god 

calling forth natural disasters 

named Speed Wash

or Delicates.  I hope

you'll come home soon 

before an entire civilization,

a brief history, the epic song

of our two dirty lives

is cleaned to death. 

What makes you cry?

A cold and lonely road at night,

or a dead possum, or

a vicious National Geographic

magazine paper cut?

Sometimes it seems like ice

on a highway will be the last word

in danger, but sometimes

it feels like a high school

heartbreak can wreck

harder than any car.

Long-fronded cactuses

sit in West Texas

like plants made of swords,

and hurtful words

hide even in churches,

but right now the worst

of the Great Plains

is what isn't there.  

THE TEXAS PLEASER

The sunset is focused and red

as a post-pugilist's solar plexus:

a pain never jet-lagged or

caught without a thread

in conversation: the bus

is a timeline of its own

and when we're on the road

we won't speak for hours;

our needs are all bandaged up

and clicked shut in a tight

white box, lickety-slick with

a red X on the side, and

at night we know

if we pulled over we'd cry.

The next town is an "oh,

what did you say?" and

the town after that is

the ring, and the town

after that is the card girl,

and the town after that is

a bucketful of spit. 

FAUST STREET BRIDGE

When the cold has cheated 

its way down into Texas,

and the wet orange leaves 

carpet Faust Street Bridge,

and we've all forgotten 

to wear our windbreakers:

The Guadalupe is spilling

over the shallow dam.

My sister speaks of life's

little things that add up

to the big things: the coffee

is the morning; the morning

is the job; the job is on the bridge,

and the bridge is historic:

each picture of gray steel

is a narrative waiting for

a couple of characters.

And my sister and I are quieted
by the digraph of the Guadalupe

flowing over the dam into itself,

and then a family of three

thumps upon the bridge,

all of us in a new history.

FIVE LINES ABOUT THE SEA

for Mike Sammons, 3:04 AM, 3-19-13

One quarter of the compass can be divided into 
                            an infinite number of degrees;

I'll meet you in the impossible shadow 
                            between one of these millions,

like waves or plankton or the tiny little beans 
                            that turn into seaweed --

we are lucky and unlucky.  A sailor's trinket 
                            cast overboard will make a charm

or break a spell or bob along a deep tide 
                            towards another's home or our own.

I'M NEVER GOING BACK to TITTY MOUNTAIN

It was 963 miles from Tijuana

to Fort Stockton, and each mile

was hungrier than the last.   Amber

said to the passenger window 

(and out into the blurred liquid

desert) "We should slow down,"

she said languidly "maybe we

should stop." Oddly-elbowed

cacti shot by, and disappeared

into the Infinite Behind Us. 

The car grew hungrier, and so

did Amber, and so did I, but I

wouldn't admit it (of course.)

Texas was beckoning, and 

I was reckoning a short distance

to the fine fare of Fort Stockton. 

But the sun fell, and a polar moon 

rose over the High Plains, and

I couldn't tell if the shining in her eyes

was tears or twinkles, but

her face was a rich lady's bracelet

with the dark desert behind her. 

Neither of us was surprised

to find Fort Stockton's fine dines

closed to our midnight kind,

and I watched while Amber tried

to hide her hungry anger. 

But at (what seemed to us)

the Last Truck Stop on Earth,

Amber's eyes were shining again

when the waitress told her of 

the infamous titty mountain. 

Their laughter put my Pacific

Reckoning far behind me.

Amber's chirp of joy 

as she looked back West

on our way out of town

brought me home again;

she saw the low rise 

with its tiny craggy pike

bathed in the early light. 

And I agreed when she told me 

as we nosed our way home:

"I'm never going back

to Titty Mountain."

THE CHARLESES

we are a tremendous
and foggy people;
your black jacket,
my black eye,
our memories
like ferns: older
than dinosaurs

and into the asphalt
and mud went the things
we would've lost anyway:
a painting that claimed
to solve the mystery,
my keys, and we were

paleontologists exploring
what makes an evening:
the smudge of a streetlight
in my eyes, the hypnosis
of "please listen to me"

Broken Slinkies

Power lines riddle 

back and forth across

Midtown like broken

slinkies, and I am

working on a mystery

of my own: how

does the fog 

seem to rise 

from the field;

how does your

memory come along

with the dew?

Fireman's Lift

(for Anthony Gaudio)

everyone needs a lift;
sometimes a great lift
finds us free and easy
and it's a great lift to know
you're around; sometimes
we find we are miles away,
and a lift is all we have

big America lifted me up,
and you are big America too;
sometimes a lift is all
we can do; sometimes a lift
is all we needed; sometimes
lifting is magically achieved
miles and months away

THE BUTCH BRUSH

Wide as an oar
and black as asphalt,
it twines with hair 
on the backseat
of my car. 

Some of my best friends
are poems, and some
of my friends are poems too. 

My busted backyard grill
is a Connecticut winter
in the summer heat.  
I am a kid coming home
from a few months at school. 

The older I get, the fewer things
I keep in my car.